Self Swallow

[ShareMe74]

Hi! I’m Kevin.

I’m a closeted bi-sexual who is married to a woman and get no sexual satisfaction at home. My days off are irregular from my wife, and I spend most of that time laying naked in bed, chatting with other gay men online, and watching gay porn.

I usually edge for 3-4 hours until I either fully release all over my chest, or slowly leak out some cum without actually orgasming. In most cases, I’m licking precum off my fingers and eventually smearing handfuls of cum onto my tongue and lips.

I still occasionally try to suck myself like I could do in my youth, but I can’t get much in my mouth past the head. In my 20’s I was deep-throating myself and swallowing practically every weekend. Damn I miss those days.

I always imagine it’s another man’s seed, and I’ve probably sucked about a dozen different cocks in my life - the last 4-5 were deep throat’s with swallow.

I’m curious who else does something like this… substituting your own cum for another man’s when you just don’t have an alternative.

I’ve thought about how I wish I had a secret cabin in the woods to hook up with hard cocks and spend days doing nothing but worshipping cock and cum. Just dreams.

Please let me know your thoughts on all of this.


Stay Hard,
Kevin

 

[Douglas_Jones]

I can see that Kevin hasn't been online since around the time he posted this, so I guess I'm just responding to what he said (because parts of it resonate with me) rather than responding to him personally.

I'm in the midst of four days of complete abstinence (for reasons I explained in another post on the forums), and I'm going a little crazy with all the sexual thoughts seeping into my brain right now. Tomorrow, the four days are over, and before I even saw Kevin's post, I was thinking about how much fun it is going to be to cum at last and then lick it all up. I've also spent an inordinate amount of time over the last few days standing naked in front of the mirror and wishing I could suck my own cock. Unlike Kevin, I've never had the kind of flexibility that would allow me to do that. And even though I definitely consider myself bi-curious, I've never had any experiences with any other men. So, for me, it's just been lots of thoughts about what it might be like to have a cock in my mouth . . . mine or someone else's. Maybe someday . . . .

Anyway, time for me to descend back into madness until tomorrow!

 

[Petra120]

Hi! I’m Kevin.

I’m a closeted bi-sexual who is married to a woman and get no sexual satisfaction at home. My days off are irregular from my wife, and I spend most of that time laying naked in bed, chatting with other gay men online, and watching gay porn.

I usually edge for 3-4 hours until I either fully release all over my chest, or slowly leak out some cum without actually orgasming. In most cases, I’m licking precum off my fingers and eventually smearing handfuls of cum onto my tongue and lips.

I still occasionally try to suck myself like I could do in my youth, but I can’t get much in my mouth past the head. In my 20’s I was deep-throating myself and swallowing practically every weekend. Damn I miss those days.

I always imagine it’s another man’s seed, and I’ve probably sucked about a dozen different cocks in my life - the last 4-5 were deep throat’s with swallow.

I’m curious who else does something like this… substituting your own cum for another man’s when you just don’t have an alternative.

I’ve thought about how I wish I had a secret cabin in the woods to hook up with hard cocks and spend days doing nothing but worshipping cock and cum. Just dreams.

Please let me know your thoughts on all of this.


Stay Hard,
Kevin

I will drain that all in my mouth fo sho

 

[Big D]

I will drain that all in my mouth fo sho

I'll let you drain my Cock